Anonymous: hi gui, i am sorry if this question bothers you, but why do you think there is this dramatic change in jae, physically and with just his behavior after 2010? when jyj first formed he was looking great, couldn't stop talking about how happy he was as jyj , tattooing yoosu's name, calling them his life etc, which would make it seem like this is what he wanted, tvxq was the past and he was happy in the present and then we see this downward spiral,makes me angry if they broke up the band for nothing
WHY ARE YOU GUYS DOING THIS TO ME I DONT WANNA THINK ABOUT IT.
anon i dont know, no one does except for the ones involved. in fact i’m trying to keep distance from all of this, i’ve spent too much time thinking and obssessing about everything since it happened and i’ve not come to a conclusion yet.
i’ve spent my time “hating” on jaejoong and every dbsk member and making jokes about them but truth is they all hold a too special place in my heart, i’m attached. so yes, it makes me really sad and angry seeing jaejoong behaving the way he is now - to be honest i only recognize traces of him, phisically and psychologically speaking. it might have something to do with him enlisting soon, maybe he’s afraid of how things are gonna turn out, afraid of loosing fans, attention, afraid of losing what he conquered, with dbsk and jyj. added to the fact that he’s not exactly the most emotionally stable person.
i miss him. i miss the way he was, i miss seeing him smile truthfully, i miss the way things were before. i miss seeing him being okay with himself. sorry i went a little overboard, but to answer, i dont know.
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